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So for a bout 2 weeks I was pushing myself... starting to feel a little better and had some hope. For the past week I've slipped back into severe depression. Mostly because I have nothing to do and can't wrap my head around trying to get a job when I'm in this state. I'm 8 months out and very hopeless. I've spent most of this week in bed. My wife wants me to try a new antidepressant next week. I'm scared to do it but I don't know what I should do at this point. I can't imagine living like this for much longer...

 

Is there anyone with a similar usage history that is still not functioning at 8 months? I'm starting to think that this is just me now and I have some pretty sever mental illness.

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Holy crap, I was about to post the same thing. I'm 9 mos. and am in the fourth day of a down spin with screaming head etc. two days ago I got a bad depressive hit and am climbing out. I keep telling myself it's the imblalance, not me. It's hard for those around us to get on board with this, I know. I'm going to just try to be patient and push forward. Like we have a choice?
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