Grounded than obsessing

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Ok I know I went through meth detox while in Oklahoma county jail. I lost my marbles than. Now I'm going through benzo withdrawals that mimic the withdrawals I went thru twelve years ago.

 

 

I know I'm alive and I know I'll get through this. Please help me Father. Thanks everyone for showing me which direction to go. They put a lock on my clonazepam and said I have to go through withdrawals or detox. Man. I've come this far I think I'll keep walking

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Man, I go back and forth. Detox to I was chosen to be a anti christ. It's so hard. My friend was suggesting walking. I don't feel safe enough to go walking yet. I feel like I'm going to lose control and call the cops. I know it's all in my head but this is rough.

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Ok I know I went through meth detox while in Oklahoma county jail. I lost my marbles than. Now I'm going through benzo withdrawals that mimic the withdrawals I went thru twelve years ago.

 

 

I know I'm alive and I know I'll get through this. Please help me Father. Thanks everyone for showing me which direction to go. They put a lock on my clonazepam and said I have to go through withdrawals or detox. Man. I've come this far I think I'll keep walking

 

You called on the right entity. You will get through this. God Bless You... Prayed for you...

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Right now I feel impending doom. Ugh. It def waxes and wanes. But when I got here yesterday I felt no hope. Thanks guys for being there for me.