How long

[[Tr...]]

How long is this going to last ? I hate the feelings of totally disconnected to the world for many months . I hate going through this recovery of roller coaster . Feel on top of the world today and hit rock bottom the next . Why are these drugs created by humans ? I feel like really disliked the pharmaceuticals .i feel my life will never be normal again.

[[La...]]

How long is this going to last ? I hate the feelings of totally disconnected to the world for many months . I hate going through this recovery of roller coaster . Feel on top of the world today and hit rock bottom the next . Why are these drugs created by humans ? I feel like really disliked the pharmaceuticals .i feel my life will never be normal again.

 

Tracy - I am totally feeling everything you wrote - Every bit of it and I have felt it all today!!  I celebrate the good days and try not to think about the bad ones that will probably come because of the roller coaster.  Today was a bad one - hopefully a good one is coming!  It has been over a year now since I started tapering and I wonder some days if it will ever end.  I am tempted to CT all the time, but I know I will face the consequences, so I keep tapering, tapering, tapering!!  I will forever ask why I ever went on this drug and why a doctor would prescribe it to me without telling me the severe addiction it can be.  I don't even think he knew and he actually told me to stay on it forever if I needed to!  Oh well...thanks for the vent - hope your day is good tomorrow!

 

LaHenz

[[be...]]

 

Yep, I know how you feel Tracy and LaHenz

 

I am in a disconnected fog and I am feeling so much fear on top of that. It is a weird existence for sure. I hope we all feel better soon.

[[Tr...]]

How long is this going to last ? I hate the feelings of totally disconnected to the world for many months . I hate going through this recovery of roller coaster . Feel on top of the world today and hit rock bottom the next . Why are these drugs created by humans ? I feel like really disliked the pharmaceuticals .i feel my life will never be normal again.

 

Tracy - I am totally feeling everything you wrote - Every bit of it and I have felt it all today!!  I celebrate the good days and try not to think about the bad ones that will probably come because of the roller coaster.  Today was a bad one - hopefully a good one is coming!  It has been over a year now since I started tapering and I wonder some days if it will ever end.  I am tempted to CT all the time, but I know I will face the consequences, so I keep tapering, tapering, tapering!!  I will forever ask why I ever went on this drug and why a doctor would prescribe it to me without telling me the severe addiction it can be.  I don't even think he knew and he actually told me to stay on it forever if I needed to!  Oh well...thanks for the vent - hope your day is good tomorrow!

 

LaHenz

 

I tried and tried to not get angry at doctors and to even understand that they are human and they might not know what we are going through. However, suffering for many months like this and in such a BAD wave today, I can't help it! I am a human and I have emotions therefore it's hard not to get angry at them doctors and pharmaceuticals. I tried so hard to accept all of this and trust that I will get better with time (success stories say so) and people say we will have a better and much better life. But when I am in a thick of it, it's extremely difficult and very LONELY. No body in real life gets it. It's very sad. We not only go through this difficult ordeal but also has to handle life. Double sword.

 

[[Tr...]]

 

Yep, I know how you feel Tracy and LaHenz

 

I am in a disconnected fog and I am feeling so much fear on top of that. It is a weird existence for sure. I hope we all feel better soon.

 

I feel the same. I am in totally disconnected and feel like I don't exist sometimes, very weird feeling.

[[Je...]]

Right here with you all! Praying we can feel replugged into life one day soon. In a bad wave for 4 weeks. Just letting you knoe you are not alone.

[[so...]]

Definitely feeling the same. I just posted about this in my four-month update. It does make me feel better to see that I am not alone in this. It really is temporary, right? A couple of years from now, life will feel normal again?

[[Ma...]]

How long is this going to last ? I hate the feelings of totally disconnected to the world for many months . I hate going through this recovery of roller coaster . Feel on top of the world today and hit rock bottom the next . Why are these drugs created by humans ? I feel like really disliked the pharmaceuticals .i feel my life will never be normal again.

 

I feel like you. 7 months out and getting just worst.... :'(