the window was nice but i wasnt healed

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ate a boat load of chinese food took a nap and had a dream about a robot called "coinbot" that was shooting large amounts of change at me at relatively high speeds just enough to hurt a little bit and everyone was laughing at me and I woke up in a little bit of a wave. (im hoping it wont last much longer)

 

Kinda get why everyone was laughing at me even i thought it was kinda funny upon waking up just thought id share this.

 

Whats everyone elses weird yet notable benzo dreams? (not scary just downright weird)

 

 

Also i never used to be able to remember dreams like this! does anybody else know what im talking about

[[Ma...]]

ate a boat load of chinese food took a nap and had a dream about a robot called "coinbot" that was shooting large amounts of change at me at relatively high speeds just enough to hurt a little bit and everyone was laughing at me and I woke up in a little bit of a wave. (im hoping it wont last much longer)

 

Kinda get why everyone was laughing at me even i thought it was kinda funny upon waking up just thought id share this.

 

Whats everyone elses weird yet notable benzo dreams? (not scary just downright weird)

 

 

Also i never used to be able to remember dreams like this! does anybody else know what im talking about

 

I had one last night.Cat from my mother got stolen in some circuses and he was having cutter head in 4 but he still was alive.Then I stolen him back but he could not get used to live at me....

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I'm kind of enjoying dreaming again. My dreams are still a tad strange yes, but not at all 'negative' really now. I had a bizarre one the other night where I was with a couple of people I know and the car broke down in the middle of an enchanted forest. This forest was full of huge, very tall trees, like California Redwood trees. Little gnomes and pixies were trotting everywhere and every tree had doors and windows in it lol. Then I fell into a hole at the root of one of these big trees, and then it got strange. Inside the hole, there was a goblin with a whip made out of light, like fiber optic cable, who proceed to try and hit me with it while chasing me around lol. I actually found it pretty cool and was annoyed when I woke up. 

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I've had really vivid dreams as well and think it's typical of benzo and antidepressant withdrawal.  Just recently this past week I had a couple nights of "normal" dreams...  just regular dreams, not especially vivid, not crazy-good or crazy-scary, just kinda normal, and I'm taking that as a good sign of healing. 

 

Sounds like maybe your Chinese food might have had MSG..?  That might explain the wave you're experiencing.  I understand MSG is pretty triggering for people.