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Withdrawal is hell, we all know that but still...

One day it's okay, I can do this, life will be ok.

And then... noooooo, I lost control over my life, I feel like I'm in the middle of the ocean, drowning when I think about the future. It's not that I can't do it as much as I don'T WANT to.

And then... it's okay again... life is good...

Never ending torture!

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Hello worrymiss! :smitten:

I'm so sorry you are struggling hun! :hug: I could not agree more...this is pure torturous hell but if I may, I would like to share with you that it WILL get better, I promise. When I was at your time off, I honestly didn't know if I was coming or going. If you are able to get out, that is awesome!! Keep going and never give up hun! Time really is the healer of this process. You (we) are much stronger then we realize.

 

I hope you get relief soon! Some day this will all be a distant memory for each of us going thru this.

 

Please stay strong sweetheart!! BIG :hug:

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Hello worrymiss,

 

You are still in the thick of withdrawal and yes, it can be tortuous to endure the symptoms each day. BUT, it is not "never ending". There is an end and believe me, it's well worth the wait. You'll get there!!!

 

pianogirl  :smitten:

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worrymiss,you described it so well.Yes we do feel like we are drowning sometimes.Just know that there are more than a few of us that will throw you  a life preserver whenever you need.It does suck,sucks bad and the only good thing in all of this is you are not Alone,even though it may feel that way.wen :)
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Withdrawal is hell, we all know that but still...

One day it's okay, I can do this, life will be ok.

And then... noooooo, I lost control over my life, I feel like I'm in the middle of the ocean, drowning when I think about the future. It's not that I can't do it as much as I don'T WANT to.

And then... it's okay again... life is good...

Never ending torture!

 

 

I think my worse torture were the years without even ONE day of relief so now thats not torture any more.

Its MINI-torture.

 

But I understand what you are talking about. In the one moment I have the feeling that I am the ruler of my life. After some minutes I find myself on a chair with strong pain and the thoughts are back: How dare you to dream about a better life? THIS IS YOUR LIFE. And it will suck forever.

 

>:(

 

I think we are not in hell any more, but now in limbo.

Heaven is far away..

 

I hope we will get there soon but now for the moment I send everyone of you here a hug: :therethere:

 

 

:mybuddy: :mybuddy:

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I think we are not in hell any more, but now in limbo.

 

 

Limbo... so true

 

who needs clouds and angels, right? Its hot here so lets stay a little wile.. >:D

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