To benzo buddies posting here

[[La...]]

Last post, I promise.

 

Just wanted to say this to the people that post here. I know some days it's hard to get get out of bed much less log on to your device and post about depression. On days you can (like today for me) please post. I read a lot of posts before I joined and started posting, especially about depression. It's an evil effect of withdrawal for many. It makes you want to stay isolated and sometimes you are too scared to even start anything new with your day. I totally understand. There were days and still are when the only relief I can find is to lie still and cry and stare at a spot on the ceiling. And let's just say it, we think about ending the pain.

We think it will go on forever, but it won't. It seems something new is always popping up to get in your way just when you thought you were beating it. But you are still winning, even if  it's slowly.

 

Just hearing that others are fighting it too helps so much. Many, many heart-felt thanks to those who post here.

 

My best wishes all of you and may your depression lift soon!!!! 

Laurie

 

[[Ge...]]

Thanks Laurie.  Having a really bad day today. I have been better for a while with this horrible depression. Now today ugh.  I will try to get through the day. 

[[La...]]

Hi GeeGee-

 

I hope you are muddling through. I will send positive healing thoughts and prayers your way!

If you can get out in the sun and take a little walk that sometimes helps me a little.

 

Laurie 

[[Da...]]

Hi Lawreezepam, I don't know why you say that is your last post because you should keep on posting. Thanks for passing on the good word, I agree with you post when you feel bad and hopefully you will get some replies soon. I have good days and bad days all the time. It is normal in this process.

[[Ge...]]

Hi Laurie,  Thank you so much.  I had a rough day, then better yesterday afternoon and evening.  Today I am having a hard time with  what I  call forced  functioning.  Up a bit then down.  I'm going to look at it like 2 steps forward, only one back. 

I sure am sending good thoughts your way as well as all of us battling this beast.

Wishing you well.  I too am glad to have BB.  GeeGee.

[[Ti...]]

Hey guys.  What an awful day today. I wish this woukdcjust go away. Im losing hope it will. I cant take much longer. Be strong together

[[Ge...]]

Sorry Timmy you are having a hard time.  Today was better for me than the last 10 days, so hopefully tomorrow will be better for you too.  Hugs.

[[Lo...]]

I think this section of the forum is so important, and it's important to post. Sometimes I only get 2-3 decent hours in a day.