Moving on

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Thank you everyone on BenzoBuddies. Thank you to the moderators. Thank you to the kind words from everyone here. I feel like I've suffered long enough. I'm going to get back to my life and see how it goes without the feeling of hopelessness and greif. Thank you everyone here. I couldn't have made it this far without you guys

[[Fi...]]

So what does this mean in terms of what you're going to do?  Are you reinstating?  Because if just leaving BB could mean ditching the grief, I'm pretty sure everybody would have already left, right?  Wish you well, whatever.

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Thank you everyone on BenzoBuddies. Thank you to the moderators. Thank you to the kind words from everyone here. I feel like I've suffered long enough. I'm going to get back to my life and see how it goes without the feeling of hopelessness and greif. Thank you everyone here. I couldn't have made it this far without you guys

 

Hello offeverything27! BIG

 

I sure hope you are doing ok. Please know that we are here for you anytime!

 

You WILL completely recover! Please take good care of yourself!

 

Many blessings and much love BB!! BIG

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I have OCD. This website feeds my OCD. My therapist suggested ditching my phone and internet for a year and see how I felt. I'm grasping for straws and willing to do about anything to recover. Just wanted to say thank you to everyone here and your all in my prayers and I hope I'm in yours!

 

No I'm not reinstating.

 

Thanks blessed!

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I have OCD. This website feeds my OCD. My therapist suggested ditching my phone and internet for a year and see how I felt. I'm grasping for straws and willing to do about anything to recover. Just wanted to say thank you to everyone here and your all in my prayers and I hope I'm in yours!

 

No I'm not reinstating.

 

Thanks blessed!

 

I understand, and your very welcome hun!! Thank you and I will keep you in my prayers!

 

BIG

[[Ni...]]

I totally understand your reason for leaving.  Good luck with everything.

 

God Bless and wish you a speedy recovery!

~Guida~

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I have OCD. This website feeds my OCD. My therapist suggested ditching my phone and internet for a year and see how I felt. I'm grasping for straws and willing to do about anything to recover. Just wanted to say thank you to everyone here and your all in my prayers and I hope I'm in yours!

 

No I'm not reinstating.

 

Thanks blessed!

 

I never understood when people tell you to stay off of a support forum.  I've noticed it's usually the same people who tell you they don't want to hear your problems/stop talking about your problems to them and to go talk to someone else  .

I would be especially leery of a professional therapist giving that advice.  Pay me to talk to..don't talk to those that give support for free.

 

I personally don't like to post here much anymore because it can get so repetitive.  I think when I feel great again.  I'll come back to tell everyone (of the damned losers on this board, LOL) how great I'm doing and then never come back.  I was totally kidding with that last comment and not kidding.  I don't think anyone here is a loser but I think when we finally start feeling well, really  really well, our instincts for self preservation kick in and we have to create distance from  an experience as traumatizing as benzo withdrawal.  Kind of like "I'm strong, I made it out, see ya suckers Nyaahhh".  Probably a guy thing.

 

Anyway, we'll be here if you need to come back.  This board is not going anywhere so keep that in you hip pocket.

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Thanks. I'm moving to FL Friday, I don't plan on having a phone or internet. I'm not the kind of person to leave something without paying my respects. Be it work, or an online community.. It might seem weird but I guess I'm kind of weird in my own way 

 

I wasn't trying to annoy you Finally joining. Although there's a part of me that understands how it could seem self centered and annoying . If I were perfect I wouldn't have been on benzos opiates anti depressants. I'm only human

 

I look back and I can see alot of improvements just in the last two months. I would consider myself 80% . after being poly drugged that's alright with me for now

 

Just passing through saying thanks again to this website. I thought I lost my mind then I found I was in withdrawal. I got alot of good advice here

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Offeverything, Here's a great resource that would help you,  "Hope and help for your nerves." by Dr. Claire Weekes. You can get it on Amazon, easy read. God bless you buddy. Rj.

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Good luck and i hope this works for you. BB is the only real support and information i ever got through my WD and post WD.

 

The psychologists / psycatrists and doctors were totally useless as they dont understand or believe in post acute withdrawal syndrome. The only validation and real information i got was from here and this kept me sane.

 

If it was up to them i would be in a psyc ward and drugged up to the eyeballs

[[so...]]

Good luck, Offeverything!  Feeling 80% healed is fantastic.  I wish you all the best.  I hope to read your complete recovery story someday.

 

Love, Sofa

[[Bu...]]

Glad you got good advice here and are feeling 80%.  Stay strong and best wishes to you!  Burned

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Thanks for the kind words.

I totally understand and agree with what you are doing. This site can offer a lot of help but it can be damaging too.

I am trying to stay away more and more but end up coming back when I am not feeling well or really bored.

Good luck and thanks

K