My consistent mornings

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Ok guys I'm feeling like crap and can use a few words of hope and reassurance. This week will be 13 months off benzos. It's the same story. Begins in the morning the terror fear anxiety shifting to despair hopelessness depression and a feeling of desperation and doom that I continuously repeat in my head," how can I continue at this level"? How can I make it through the next hour? This is so darn intense and it seems it's either getting worse or I'm just spent from the suffering.

 

Has anyone here experienced or experiencing such prolonged psych torture? I get a few 1/2 days during the week where it eases some but mainly eating at me continuously. Constantly on the edge.

 

Jrod

 

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Brother,

 

So sad you are still suffering so bad.  You have fought the good fight especially working as hard as you have.  You are med free and healing although it is much slower than you or anyone would want.

 

14-18 months seem to be amazing healing months for many.  You are almost there and I feel windows will start opening wide and stay open.

 

You're a good man and deserve complete healing soon.

 

Satch