PARANOIC TOUGHTS AND MACERATIONS IN THE MIND - HELP

[[do...]]

One of the other things is the strange paranoiac thoughts I have about others and myself. It is also like having strange repressed sub-personalities surface and scream and yell in my head.

 

I was at the bank to day and my friend Patricia wanted me to be the beneficiary of her bank account in case she got into trouble....first this thought.....what? Oh.... this friend wants to marry me! ....then it switches to "great I will get some money"....what did I just think!...that is crazy where did that come from....boy you are selfish!!!...what a disgusting thought to have....that is not you....or is it you....really.......then it would shift.....OK....all I am doing is being a beneficiary nothing more and yes I will help her.......then I shifted into thinking the teller was thinking I am an old man who is going to steal from this lady......it just goes on and on......ANYONE ELSE HAVE THIS??

 

I also feel as I am in a bubble and energetic bubble of mental soup feeling not only separate from the world but like there is some kind of liquid in my mind that is supercharged - always on alert.....along with the negative thoughts and inability to connect......

[[Lo...]]

i don't think there is anything wrong with the thoughts you had about your friend asking you to be the beneficiary.  what we are going through makes everything more intense and that is what you are feeling. don't be to hard on yourself. this is what i tell myself.  eventually everything will calm down.  :)

[[bi...]]

Yeah I here you. You might be having depersonalization/ derealization not sure. But if you are its normal getting

off tranqs. 

[Guest [Ma...]]

Hi Dolphin. Yes I actually started a thread regarding paranoia a month or so back. It was aweful. I was not only questioning everything I said , thinking everything I said sounded weird but I questioned every thought. It reminded me of a very bad "pot " high. It seemed to diminish within a week or so but it was scary !

[[kd...]]

I had some crazy thoughts too, I totally believed my sister was trying to steal away my partner, and I believed my partner was all for it, of course it wasn't true, but I was so sick ,I really thought it was true ...I treated my sister like she was taking advantage of my situation(withdrawal)'...looking back it was all ugly withdrawal, crazy insane and ridiculous mind games, I hope you find peace soon Bruce......I pray for you everyday...love Diane