Just so weepy

[[Be...]]

Woke up weepy.

Spilled my rice milk on night table. Weepy

Want to bathe because I'm skanking myself out, but unmotivated. Weepy

Want my sheets changed but unmotivated to get out of bed. Weepy

Couldn't get into an online account. Weepy.

Husband acting impersonal. Weep weep weep.

Eyes ache, back aches, hands ache, throat sore, blah blah blah.

Weepy day.

Just had to say it.

[[be...]]

I am sorry that you are crying sweetie. Although I did not have this I have read the same from other members in the past so it is not that uncommon. The other things you describe are quite normal as well. I know, they are awful symptoms to have. Remember all of this is just temporary. There will be a time when this is all behind you. :smitten:

[[Fl...]]

I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING SO WEEPY!

ON THE DAYS WHEN THIS IS HOW WE FEEL....

IT WOULD BE NICE IF SOMEONE WOULD JUST SAY....

 

BJ, I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING SAD, AND I KNOW THIS IS A DIFFICULT JOURNEY YOUR ON, BUT YOUR DOING IT!  AND, HOPEFULLY TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.

 

IN THE MEAN TIME PLEASE ACCEPT THIS GENTLE / WARM / COMFORTING HUG AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE!  WE ARE ALL RIGHT HERE WITH YOU.

 

HUGS AND FRIENDSHIP, 

FLUTER

[[be...]]

I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING SO WEEPY!

ON THE DAYS WHEN THIS IS HOW WE FEEL....

IT WOULD BE NICE IF SOMEONE WOULD JUST SAY....

 

BJ, I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING SAD, AND I KNOW THIS IS A DIFFICULT JOURNEY YOUR ON, BUT YOUR DOING IT!  AND, HOPEFULLY TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.

 

IN THE MEAN TIME PLEASE ACCEPT THIS GENTLE / WARM / COMFORTING HUG AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE!  WE ARE ALL RIGHT HERE WITH YOU.

 

HUGS AND FRIENDSHIP, 

FLUTER

 

What's with the green bit? 

[[Be...]]

You both made me smile. Now I'll put the ice pack back on my eyes. 

 

[[be...]]

Woke up weepy.

Spilled my rice milk on night table. Weepy

Want to bathe because I'm skanking myself out, but unmotivated. Weepy

Want my sheets changed but unmotivated to get out of bed. Weepy

Couldn't get into an online account. Weepy.

Husband acting impersonal. Weep weep weep.

Eyes ache, back aches, hands ache, throat sore, blah blah blah.

Weepy day.

Just had to say it.

 

Bennie:

 

If it makes you feel any better (or maybe worse), I have a BB friend who cried every single day for 9 months. And still does. When she calls, I can't understand her because she is so weepy. Personally, I think a good cry can be the best medicine. Who wouldn't want to cry after getting stuck with benzo w/d? It's quite common and I'm just awaiting my turn. So cry your heart out sweetie. Feel free to PM me anytime at all. hugs, Bets

[[Fl...]]

I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING SO WEEPY!

ON THE DAYS WHEN THIS IS HOW WE FEEL....

IT WOULD BE NICE IF SOMEONE WOULD JUST SAY....

 

BJ, I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING SAD, AND I KNOW THIS IS A DIFFICULT JOURNEY YOUR ON, BUT YOUR DOING IT!  AND, HOPEFULLY TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.

 

IN THE MEAN TIME PLEASE ACCEPT THIS GENTLE / WARM / COMFORTING HUG AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE!  WE ARE ALL RIGHT HERE WITH YOU.

 

HUGS AND FRIENDSHIP, 

FLUTER

 

What's with the green bit? 

IT'S MY FAVORITE COLOR

AND I PREFFER COLOR TO BLACK ON WHITE....IT STANDS OUT

BF....LOL

[[Ao...]]

I dearly know how you feel. I don't think there is a day that's gone by especially in the last number of months that I have cried everyday.  Somedays I cry a wee bit.. some a lot. The physical pain you are in is awful.  I too have those symptoms.  Do cry if you need to.  Bottling it up hurts more..has for me anyways ..

I wish you a better day tomorrow.

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AND BENZOGIRL WOULD BE TALKING ABOUT ME LOL!!!!  it's not funny but i cried almost everyday of my recovery so far, and i mean cried!!! i still do it for no apparent reason.. i guess i'm just a cry baby.. :'( :'( :'( :'(  it'll get less intense..

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Those crying sleeps were so exausting ...I had them T the begining of my taper off this garbage...

I would be like okey one minute and then I would start to cry .weep...my husband would tell control yourself...and I coold not....I was needing to weep for a while in order to be okey afterwards.....

Also I get that if my husband suddanly turns on some movie on tv that used to make me happy in the past....I start to cry and go to hide myself in my room.....

Its just so sad.....

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Aww it sucks to feel so crappy,,it will get better,,hopefully soon,,keep your head up

[[Fl...]]

I don't cry...I would like to, but I can't.

My emotions are coming out as anger....

I just want to punch things

 

Dang Devil Drug......

 

FB

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Hang in there Bennie. Remember you have been making fairly large cuts so it's going to take time to adjust. Mood swings with lots of crying and apathy are very common...at least for me. 

[[Be...]]

Thing is, I've been better mood wise during taper than before. Klonopin depresses me and that's lifted in last week. My cuts are 10% and I'm holding longer than a week now.

 

It's the week before my period, so that doesn't help. Nor does throwing away the car keys. OMG, can't believe I may have done that! (I posted that elsewhere). Or dropped them in the front yard and that was the clanging noise I heard while my husband was mowing. It's kinda funny, actually.

[[Fl...]]

Hang in there Bennie. Remember you have been making fairly large cuts so it's going to take time to adjust. Mood swings with lots of crying and apathy are very common...at least for me. 

RUGER,

I HATE THE APATHY!  I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED THIS FEELING ON THIS LEVEL IN MY LIFE.  IT REALLY SCARES ME!

I'VE HEALD FOR THE LAST 6 DAYS, & I THINK IT HAS HELPED. NOT FEELING AS MENTAL.

HEALTH & HEALING TO YOU,

FLUTER

[[Fl...]]

Thing is, I've been better mood wise during taper than before. Klonopin depresses me and that's lifted in last week. My cuts are 10% and I'm holding longer than a week now.

 

It's the week before my period, so that doesn't help. Nor does throwing away the car keys. OMG, can't believe I may have done that! (I posted that elsewhere). Or dropped them in the front yard and that was the clanging noise I heard while my husband was mowing. It's kinda funny, actually.

YOUR ABILITY TO FIND THE HUMOR IN THIS WHEN YOU CAN...WILL HELP YOU THRU

ALL THE BEST & I HOPE YOU FIND YOUR KEYS,

FLUTER

[[Th...]]

I had a very weepy day today!  Very unlike my normal self!  You are not alone 

[[be...]]

I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING SO WEEPY!

ON THE DAYS WHEN THIS IS HOW WE FEEL....

IT WOULD BE NICE IF SOMEONE WOULD JUST SAY....

 

BJ, I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING SAD, AND I KNOW THIS IS A DIFFICULT JOURNEY YOUR ON, BUT YOUR DOING IT!  AND, HOPEFULLY TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.

 

IN THE MEAN TIME PLEASE ACCEPT THIS GENTLE / WARM / COMFORTING HUG AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE!  WE ARE ALL RIGHT HERE WITH YOU.

 

HUGS AND FRIENDSHIP, 

FLUTER

 

What's with the green bit? 

IT'S MY FAVORITE COLOR

AND I PREFFER COLOR TO BLACK ON WHITE....IT STANDS OUT

BF....LOL

 

I never read this FB, which is why I asked it a 2nd time. I guess I just missed this thread the 2nd time around.

[[Be...]]

Weepy turned into angry. Hand and forearm neuropathy. aaaargh!

[[Ao...]]

Today I know about weepy and angry mixed Bennie... :'( ... before all these medications I rarely felt angry.... sad yes but rarely angry.  Terrible mix . I also have the physical pain . Then numbness. . Tingling. . Burning. . ( Paresthesia I believe ).