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OMG!!? My first non-sex induced window!!!

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This is so surreal. I am me again. I can feel the comfort of my bed. I can breathe again. I can tell how much oxygen i need. I feel joy. This is unreal...is this what recovery feels like? Is this the reward of going through endless physical and mental torment?

 

Its so magical I could cry. Omg...I am crying. I'm still there. And this morning I thought I lost myself. But I am still there.

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This is so surreal. I am me again. I can feel the comfort of my bed. I can breathe again. I can tell how much oxygen i need. I feel joy. This is unreal...is this what recovery feels like? Is this the reward of going through endless physical and mental torment?

 

Its so magical I could cry. Omg...I am crying. I'm still there. And this morning I thought I lost myself. But I am still there.

 

Great news Orion. You'll even keep getting better and better. If I thought sex would return me to normal, then I would become a prostitute. :laugh: Bets

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This is so surreal. I am me again. I can feel the comfort of my bed. I can breathe again. I can tell how much oxygen i need. I feel joy. This is unreal...is this what recovery feels like? Is this the reward of going through endless physical and mental torment?

 

Its so magical I could cry. Omg...I am crying. I'm still there. And this morning I thought I lost myself. But I am still there.

 

Great news Orion. You'll even keep getting better and better. If I thought sex would return me to normal, then I would become a prostitute. :laugh: Bets

 

I think with sex you can kinda just lose yourself in the moment. I dunno if its a real window. Lol. Maybe for 5 mins on the tall end of things.

 

My libido has actually increased in withdrawal. Which I thought was weird. But I'm always too sick to notice or care.

 

But this...omg! So amazing!

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Ohhh it sounds like bliss. I hope i get a window like this, im 4 days post jump and im so sick with almost zero sleep in 4 days.

Wishing your window stays open Orion.

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