Eyesight improving???

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Need to get new reading glasses, my eyesight has improved in the last 2 days, Is that possible?, I have to say that it was only about one year ago when my eyesight decreased dramatically, I remember I got very scared then, I blamed my computer, I use it a lot for working. I only need reading glasses...so far.

Even I am feeling unwell: hips pain most of the time and huge anxiety at midday when work makes me crazy. After lunch anxiety gets manageabe again. In spite of that, in my way to lunch I have laughing attacks, all out of the blue. These attacks last from 3 to 15 min and started the very Day after I was on Trileptal. I enjoy them, it seems they take away my stress and anxiety. But today a meeting lasted for a long while, I was very hungry and started to laugh a lot in that important and formal meeting. I had to leave, once calmed I cameback to that serious meeting room and laugh attack again...this time it was so annoying! Have anyone experience this? During this laughing attacks I feel very happy, bad sympthoms out but the feeling I have dementia is very strong. Laughing very aloud, Happy and scared all at the same time. But I do not think is dementia because I am very productive at work, considerably more slow in thinking but a bit more intelligent..do not know how to explain it...an example, Before starting my taper I was able to write a report very quickly, but it was not cleverly discussed. Now: it is difficult to find the words to type my report and the ability to recognize my keyboard is also lost, but the report becomes very well discussed.

Could all these things be possible? An improvement in eyesight and thinking is normal? My laughing attacks after stressing myself too much are normal at this point? If I have no dementia are these signs of that I may be healing? If healing why I am feeling also that bad? 

 

 

worse thing is that I went very mean with my close friend at work, the only one who knows I am in hell due to

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...due to benzo withdrawal.

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Need to get new reading glasses, my eyesight has improved in the last 2 days, Is that possible?, I have to say that it was only about one year ago when my eyesight decreased dramatically, I remember I got very scared then, I blamed my computer, I use it a lot for working. I only need reading glasses...so far.

Even I am feeling unwell: hips pain most of the time and huge anxiety at midday when work makes me crazy. After lunch anxiety gets manageabe again. In spite of that, in my way to lunch I have laughing attacks, all out of the blue. These attacks last from 3 to 15 min and started the very Day after I was on Trileptal. I enjoy them, it seems they take away my stress and anxiety. But today a meeting lasted for a long while, I was very hungry and started to laugh a lot in that important and formal meeting. I had to leave, once calmed I cameback to that serious meeting room and laugh attack again...this time it was so annoying! Have anyone experience this? During this laughing attacks I feel very happy, bad sympthoms out but the feeling I have dementia is very strong. Laughing very aloud, Happy and scared all at the same time. But I do not think is dementia because I am very productive at work, considerably more slow in thinking but a bit more intelligent..do not know how to explain it...an example, Before starting my taper I was able to write a report very quickly, but it was not cleverly discussed. Now: it is difficult to find the words to type my report and the ability to recognize my keyboard is also lost, but the report becomes very well discussed.

Could all these things be possible? An improvement in eyesight and thinking is normal? My laughing attacks after stressing myself too much are normal at this point? If I have no dementia are these signs of that I may be healing? If healing why I am feeling also that bad? 

 

 

worse thing is that I went very mean with my close friend at work, the only one who knows I am in hell due to

 

Tura la oportunidad de ver bien antes de benzodiazepinas. Una vez que los tome mi vista del ojo so arruino. Ahora que estoy bien em mi puesta a punto mi buena vista del ojo ha pegresado. No hay mas vasos.