I need

[[sa...]]

A safe place to go for the next year with people who love me and will take care of me. I'm so alone and truly fear I'm going to not survive die to lonliness and pain. Too much fear and isolation to survive this.

[[ma...]]

Satch what are your living arrangements at the moment? If you are living alone, I'd recommend that you move in with some family, it was the best decision that I made early on in my withdrawal, just being able to talk to people who cared about me about how I was feeling really helped.

[[sa...]]

Family won't take me.  Mom treats me like an addict that needs tough love. Being alone scares the crap out of me.

[[sa...]]

If someone would take me in so I wasn't alone I would be optimistic that I would make it

[[Mo...]]

. Being alone scares the crap out of me.

 

satch, i don't get it, as far as i know a friend of yours joined yesterday because all

your friends are so worried about you, they all care and love you.

you are confusing my benzo-brain, HELP.

[[sa...]]

They all love me. None of them live close. All in other states so no face to face support. I really need one of them to take me in and save my life. As long as I'm all alone I feel I'm in danger.

[[Mo...]]

They all love me. None of them live close. All in other states so no face to face support. I really need one of them to take me in and save my life. As long as I'm all alone I feel I'm in danger.

 

i read his introduction again, he sounds awesome, so why on earth can't he take you to his

place till this is over ? even if he is in another state, it must be possible or not ?

 

so sorry satch, its a damn nightmare i know.

 

[[sa...]]

He has kids and wife. I have great friends but they all have lives and can't really fit me in. I try to convey the gravity to everyone. I basically feel my life is on the line and I need to be saved. No one seems willing to do it. I'm not going to make it otherwise.

[[Mo...]]

He has kids and wife. I have great friends but they all have lives and can't really fit me in. I try to convey the gravity to everyone. I basically feel my life is on the line and I need to be saved. No one seems willing to do it. I'm not going to make it otherwise.

 

I' ve posted on the introduction thread, wish i could help.

[Guest [Mi...]]

He has kids and wife. I have great friends but they all have lives and can't really fit me in. I try to convey the gravity to everyone. I basically feel my life is on the line and I need to be saved. No one seems willing to do it. I'm not going to make it otherwise.

 

satch, I live alone with my dog. I have great friends, but they are completely clueless as to how much this is affecting me. Because I drag myself to work (albeit a job that a trained monkey can do), they think I'm just a "bit depressed" but otherwise fine.

 

I've come to the conclusion that I will get better in time, life will be good again, and I'll pick up the pieces as I feel better.

 

Are you financially able to stay where you're at for another few months? You are going to make it. This is just temporary.

[[sa...]]

Can you pm him and plead my case. Still struggles to understand why I keep saying I just need a year to rest and heal.  Thinks I need to do more to speed up recovery.

[[sa...]]

Mind. I probably will be ok financially a little longer. Have to declare bankruptcy because of this.

[[Mo...]]

Can you pm him and plead my case. Still struggles to understand why I keep saying I just need a year to rest and heal.  Thinks I need to do more to speed up recovery.

 

Okay satch, I'll pm him, will try to explain, give links and some videos as well.

will plead with him, i'll do my best, promise.

[Guest [Mi...]]

Mind. I probably will be ok financially a little longer. Have to declare bankruptcy because of this.

 

I'm sorry, satch. I've gone through most of my retirement savings because of how long I was unemployed and now underemployed.

 

Makes me sick to think about it.

 

But I'm glad you're okay for a bit longer. I'm hoping not to have to declare bankruptcy. But that's going to depend on if I can obtain employment comparable to where I was at the beginning of 2013.

 

It sucks, but it's where we're currently at right now. Point is, we won't always be here. We will feel better and we will re-build.

 

I wouldn't say it if I didn't believe it. 

[[sa...]]

I need face to face help with friends or family. Otherwise I'm not going to make it out alive.

[[sa...]]

I'm desperate.

[Guest [Mi...]]

satch, I just sent your friend a PM linking him to this thread.

 

We are only an online support group, so I'm hoping you can connect with your friends in "real life" and get on the ground support. 

[[sa...]]

Thanks guys. I don't want to pressure him anymore. He's been great and it's really unrealistic to think a married family man could take me in for a year.

[[Ne...]]

Thanks guys. I don't want to pressure him anymore. He's been great and it's really unrealistic to think a married family man could take me in for a year.

 

Hi there.. hope you are getting my messages...

 

I wish there was a chat in this forum....