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[[Sa...]]

Hi bb.  Not sure why, but I had given up on  the benzos. 

Very disappointed in myself.  I am 7?daysI've considered reinstatementhout taking a pill.I    tapered down as fast asI co uld , then dropped it all.  Ive

[[Sa...]]

OK.  I'll try that again. 

I am 7 days without taking a pill. I tapered down as much as I could, but I guess I am still technically CT.  I'm having the "kindling"  thing now, and it's terrifying.  I felt a little better today for a few hours, but just got hit again.  Guess I've considered reinstatement, but I feel like it's too late  for that.  No turning back. Last dosage was 2 mg per day, after cutting  back qquickly from 6 mg per day.  Guess I'm wondering if reinstatement is even an option at this point.. ??

Idk, but it's really hard to type now.. 

Hope to hear from bbuddies soon.  Yes, I'm kinda scared

Sam