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Very strange leg symptom


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I remember many times while in tolerance withdrawal feeling like my left butt cheek (sorry) was flat. During my cold turkey, in the horrific early days it felt like both were, but that's because my entire muscular system was destroyed. I mean holy crap it freaking hurt. So as my recovery has went I have had 3 serious waves. First in September of last year until February of this year, second beginning in march when the night terrors, memory floods and off tiiihe wall visual distortions began a long with mental stuff that was weirder than the beginning (idk why but that was when the psychosis started, first 6 months were terrifying physically along with baaaaafd mental crap, but I wasnt psychotic until that wave. Guess my brain was opening up again) which  lasted until august, and from september to now its all over again just at about 1/3 the intensity.

 

That may have seemed like a pointless rant, but a year ago my legs an body were destroyed. Idk how else to describe it other than my legs were just  bone sloshing around in skin. 2nd wave it felt like bone shooting through cold water. Starting in this wave it felt like it was filled with a spider web, but now its going back and forth between feeling like its filled with air, to the point where when I rev up I can almost feel it go "psssssh" and deflate, and sometimes it feels like jelly. Pretty much all I want to know is if anyone has had an experience like this, and if it went away shortly after the jelly felling.

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Hi B86omega, Im sorry you haven't had any replies. I can tell you that I have read other posts about very similar symptoms. I think some people call it the "floaty boat" or "rocky boat" symptom. I know I had it early on, and I was quite unsteady on my feet. I didn't feel solid. I felt sort of cloud-like. These things are so hard to describe! But for me it went away at about the 5 th month.

Have you had a medical check up, just to be sure?

east

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