Is this a window??

[[ca...]]

I had the strangest feeling today.  I felt oddly very good!  Thing is,  i still had some lingering symptoms such as head pressure and a teeny bit of internal vibrating.  But i witnessed a bit of my quick wit and actually made my brother laugh today.  Lord knows that's an impossible feat lol.  My word recall has been picking up.  Is this gradual healing or is this a window?  Thanks to all who read and reply. 

[[pr...]]

Sounds like a window if it was an experience good enough to post about.

 

I've never once had a window where things felt "normal". Just temporary periods where symptoms subsided a bit and I actually had the ability to feel happiness instead of terror/anxiety/depression.

[[bu...]]

Tough to say - I never had windows where I was all clear of sx, just much better for a while - like I actually felt my brain change. That happened twice. My real healing started taking place around the end of August and things just started to lift. I felt better but it was quite different from the dramatic brain clearing and seemed more permanent, fortunately for me, it was. I think it's different for everyone with some similarities mixed in. Here's hoping it sticks!

[[ca...]]

Here's to hoping it sticks too!!  I had to drive to my doctors today in the country and the one lane road I was on was closed so I had to find a detour.  In an acute state I would have given up at some point and cried while panicking but i kept my composure and actually calculated what I needed to do. 

[[pr...]]

i would call it a window.

 

i always say that i have partial windows because when i feel more normal and okay, i am still with the neuropathy symptoms but even those s/x subside a bit. but that's why i always call mine 'partial windows".

 

windows are simply awesome! here's hoping to many more and the one that never closes.

[[Lo...]]

Here's to hoping it sticks too!!  I had to drive to my doctors today in the country and the one lane road I was on was closed so I had to find a detour.  In an acute state I would have given up at some point and cried while panicking but i kept my composure and actually calculated what I needed to do.

 

You're doing great! I think its both a window and healing!

[[ea...]]

I agree...both a window and healing. Good for you! Its so nice to read of someone feeling better.

east

[[be...]]

I had the strangest feeling today.  I felt oddly very good!  Thing is,  i still had some lingering symptoms such as head pressure and a teeny bit of internal vibrating.  But i witnessed a bit of my quick wit and actually made my brother laugh today.  Lord knows that's an impossible feat lol.  My word recall has been picking up.  Is this gradual healing or is this a window?  Thanks to all who read and reply.

 

I am so happy for you Castillo. That is great news. I think as a result of gradual healing that you had a window of feeling "oddly good". I remember when I had my first glimpse of almost normalcy. It felt so good. I hoping that you get more moments like that. Doesn't it feel good to make someone laugh! 

[[ca...]]

He should be glad i was laughing with him and not at him lolll.  I am so happy to be healing but i wish nothing more than healing for all of us.  I look forward to seeing similar posts from every one of you!  Then we can really partyyy!  With some non-alcholic, sugar-free, gluten free, organic drinks!

[[al...]]

"Oddly very good" is great. Keep going - I look forward to the day when we can say we feel "normally very good".

[[Te...]]

It sounds like the windows I get when I do have them every once in awhile. I call them partial windows because I still have some nagging physical pain when I do get them. Congratulations, castillo!! I'm so happy that you're feeling truly alive again for however long it lasts!

[[kd...]]

Sounds like a window to me I hope they continue for you my friend Diane

[[pr...]]

He should be glad i was laughing with him and not at him lolll.  I am so happy to be healing but i wish nothing more than healing for all of us.  I look forward to seeing similar posts from every one of you!  Then we can really partyyy!  With some non-alcholic, sugar-free, gluten free, organic drinks!

 

i got the perfect beauty probiotic drink:

 

Probiotic Beauty Smoothie

Ingredients (all organic when possible):

 

    8 oz unsweetened vanilla almond or hemp milk

    1/2 -1 teaspoon pro-amino-otic powder

    1 oz pro-belly-otic great grains

    1/2 cup blueberries (frozen or fresh)

    1 cup spinach

    1 tablespoon of either flax, borage or primrose oil (optional)

    1 teaspoon of raw honey or more to taste

 

 

Directions:

 

    Add all ingredients into the blender – adding liquids first

    Add a handful of ice and blend until smooth

 

they have bunches of recipe's on the real food real life website.

 

[[ca...]]

Sounds super yummy!!  Did grimace at the spinach addition lol. Will print this out!  Cheers!

[[pr...]]

Sounds super yummy!!  Did grimace at the spinach addition lol. Will print this out!  Cheers!

 

  you can 86 the spinach and just keep in the blueberries. they have lot's more on that real food site. they sell these probiotic drinks and powders and stuff. it's yummy and good for you. if you want the website i can PM it to you.?

[[ca...]]

Sure! Send it over Pretty!  I hope their products and recipes don't break the bank.  I appreciate you sharing.

[[Lo...]]

Sure! Send it over Pretty!  I hope their products and recipes don't break the bank.  I appreciate you sharing.

 

Are you still feeling good Castillo??? Has the anxiety gone away? So happy for you!

[[ca...]]

Hi loving!  I am still feeling good generally!  I hit a bit of a snag last night with my sleep (thoughts of ex boyfriend) though it has always been an issue with me.  As long as i keep life calm, cool and collected i can retain this feeling.  I'm sure stress of any kind can break a person.  But i'm a-okay for now   i do have to add although my body has calmed down my brain still has to catch up.  I still feel brain foggy most times but positive news is i have had clarity of no fog anywhere from 15 min to 1 hour.  So thats a sneak peek i always welcome.

 

keep going!  I see your at four months!  Before u know it 6 months approaches and u have no idea where time went!