Time Flies When You're In Hell

[Guest [Lu...]]

But seriously...does anyone else have a distorted perception of time. It goes SO FAST for me.

[[Co...]]

I get both. Time seems to stand still for me when I'm really bad but then I look back and say, it's been a year already!

[[it...]]

Mine is going slower like really long days it used to feelbfast earlier in is this a good sign? They go even slower when in waves.we need some input folks. I'm at 8 months..how far out are you pug?

[Guest [Lu...]]

Mine is going slower like really long days it used to feelbfast earlier in is this a good sign? They go even slower when in waves.we need some input folks. I'm at 8 months..how far out are you pug?

 

It's complicated lol. I took 3 wks of Ativan starting March 11th, 2014. Tapered off. Enter hell. Had alcohol a month later, woke up and couldn't stop vomiting for 5 days. Parents took me to the ER, Ativan for 3 more days. 2 Months later, had whey protein with a lot of glutamic acid, woke up the next day throwing up, crying, anxiety through the roof, so I took a few rescue doses. Then recently, at the beginning of October I had taken an L-Glutamine supplement (this one I can't get over, how could I be so stupid) and again ended up in the ER with 2mg Ativan IV'd into me. So I've been at this for 6 months in total, but only a month and a week since my last setback. 

[Guest [Lu...]]

Beginning of August I meant

[[it...]]

I see. Maybe your kindling a bit.. Yourbstill gonna healbin the same amount of time..it may have made the headaches head pain more persistent. This whole process is bullshit.

[Guest [Lu...]]

I see. Maybe your kindling a bit.. Yourbstill gonna healbin the same amount of time..it may have made the headaches head pain more persistent. This whole process is bullshit.

 

I agree. Actually now that I think about it, before my last setback, time was going slower...more normal I think. It's probably a sign of healing. When you're brain is constantly racing, it probably makes time go faster.

[[ma...]]

Yeah this year has just flown by, I think with the cognitive memory problems and living day by day makes time go fast.

[[Te...]]

I don't know where the time has gone. It's amazing to me that I don't have much to show for all the time I've been in w/d. I've been inside my head more than anything, and it takes a lot of energy for me to get through this.