I do things meekly???

[[Je...]]

So I'm out in my garage.  Looking for the case for my cordless drill.  I can't find it.  Of course this upsets me more than it should.  I start to feel like I'm freaking out over this stupid little thing...

 

Normally this would tick me off, but not reduce me to quivering jello. 

 

What bothers me most is the not knowing....not knowing if I can get back to what I was.

 

Of course I know some of you wonder what I'm complaining about.  At least I'm out of bed and playing around with my drill right?  maybe I shoulda just sat on the couch

 

Feel free to respond if you can relate to this feeling of quivering jello...

[[gr...]]

I can relate Jerry...your CNS is so touchy and not finding the drill is a form of stress in your mind. I get stressed and shakey over any thing, i spilled just a little coffee the other morning and it was like the end of the world.

[[Je...]]

I can relate Jerry...your CNS is so touchy and not finding the drill is a form of stress in your mind. I get stressed and shakey over any thing, i spilled just a little coffee the other morning and it was like the end of the world.

 

We need a like button, because I sooooooo relate to that comment

 

Then of course one would ask what u r doing drinking coffee...I do it too..

[[gr...]]

Jerry i dont really drink it. I sip just tiny tiny sips, i drink less then 1/8 of a cup a day in the morning. I mean very very little.

 

Anything i do causes me stress, just walking to get the mail and opening a bill. Paing a bill...feel so seriously damaged.

 

Stress has got to get easier when gaba starts to rebuild.

[[Je...]]

Jerry i dont really drink it. I sip just tiny tiny sips, i drink less then 1/8 of a cup a day in the morning. I mean very very little.

 

Anything i do causes me stress, just walking to get the mail and opening a bill. Paing a bill...feel so seriously damaged.

 

Stress has got to get easier when gaba starts to rebuild.

 

Ya I allow myself half a cup in the morning...

[[gr...]]

Hard to give up everything Jerry...weve lost so much already. If we can tolerate it, then its OK. I sure miss my Starbucks though, hell i used to drink 3 Ventes a day...the largest.

[[Je...]]

I miss double Chocolaty Chip Frap's...

[[gr...]]

Mmmmm that sounds yummers yummy!!!

[[th...]]

I miss Tequila 

 

G

[[Se...]]

Yup, stressed and shaky and panic-stricken over little things....the difference is now I can tell myself it's the benzos and I quickly look for a distraction--any distraction. I have found that helps/

[[th...]]

Yup, stressed and shaky and panic-stricken over little things....the difference is now I can tell myself it's the benzos and I quickly look for a distraction--any distraction. I have found that helps/

 

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[Guest [Mi...]]

Hard to give up everything Jerry...weve lost so much already. If we can tolerate it, then its OK. I sure miss my Starbucks though, hell i used to drink 3 Ventes a day...the largest.

 

Oh, man, I used to hit StarBucks a LOT in my former life. I couldn't even handle decaf this morning. Too much dp/dr to handle anything like that. 

 

Losing these "little" things that I used to take for granted. . . I guess we'll appreciate everything when we're healing.